life's boring if u want everything to be perfect

2009-02-28T08:09:00.000-08:00

i've to update soon or else my blog will chase me again....harharhar....

maybe next week will have d tym to update my blog...

qisha b-day;

next day went out wif hubby;

next day stay at home;

saturday went to eat at popeye den off to cut hubby hair nd____

xavier is botak oredi!!!

but hes more hondsome now dat he looks so manly...

hihihi...

soon will be updating

tomorrow hubby fly to philippines fr 2weeks...

*sob* *sob*

gonna miss my man...

stay tune fr more pix

2009-02-23T23:49:00.000-08:00

*snif* *snif* *snif*

got flu...

i oways headache nd restless lucky i dun have fever

my baby got cough nd i got flu!

its hard to do chores at home coz of it....

change plans....

we r not celebrating all d occasions together coz hubby sae

its kinda complicated fr his friends to come if do it on friday...

so, hubby will take off on wednesday to celebrate his

daughter b-day at his mum's house

wif qisha 3frenz...juz fr us though...

hubby order d cake frm bengawan solo...winx choco crunchie...

i wish i could do xavier 1st bday in philippines so many people could come,

my parents sure be d happiest grand parents in d world!

same wat i did to qisha's 2nd bday my mum cry while wishing her hapi b-day...

alright ill end it here...i keep sneezing!

2009-02-21T23:07:00.000-08:00

busy playing game on net.

gudnyt...

sleepi

2009-02-20T11:24:00.000-08:00

Im gonna sleep late today!

juz watch BENJAMIN BUTTON nd i promise it was 9 to 10 if i would mark it...

gosh d ending make me cry... he was born old nd he died as a baby he have to leave his family

to a fear of how to raise his daughter while he was getting younger but old inside...

dis is a must watch movie!!! SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE is nice too...

After watching dvd i on d net to watch my favorites show at philippines my favorite marian nd

dingdong & ofcoz luna mystika!!!

qisha bday is coming soon 250206

me&hubby anniv.020305

hubby's bday 030380

mother in law bday 0304--

we decided to celebrate it all together but now we dun knw wen...hubby going overseas b4 our

anniv. im gonna celebrate it alone *sigh*

hope even d day is complicated we still can celebrate it...

gudnyt

2009-02-19T12:49:00.000-08:00

Have u woke up next to a stranger?

-nu uh! never..

Ever wasted your time on someone, who didnt appreciate you?

-yes!

Hiding any secrets?

-ofcoz! everybody has ryt? hehe..

Ever played strip poker?

-no idea to that game!

If u had to choose 1 of your top friends to piss off, who would it be?

-christine!

Any new plans?

-dun have...juz go wif d flow

What's your favorite part of the song that you currently love listening to?

-mahal kita ikaw lamang ang natatangi ko mag pakaylan man hinding hindi ka iiwan

- mahal kita by maricris garcia

Ever drank too much and did something you were not suppose to?

-never in my life!

Do you want to travel around the world?

-ofcourse!

Do you play online games and video games?

-yes!

Who do you blame for your mood today?

-my hubby hihihi

Have you ever seen a dead body?

-oo nmn! takot ko nga eh...

What should we do w/ stupid people?

-pity dem coz ders no medicine fr dem! tsk...tsk...

How long do you think you will live?

-no idea!

What was the first thing you did this morning?

-make milk fr my baby

The color of carpet in your bedroom?

-dun have inside

Last person you went out to dinner?

-my family

Are you spoiled?

-i wish!!

The last website you visited?

-my blog

What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?

-its finish!

What are you looking forward to right now?

-to qisha,hubby's bday nd our anniv.

When was the last time you saw the person who absolutely takes your breath away?

-i dun knw!

Are you waiting for something/someone?

-probably no..hes wif me oredi

Last message you received?

-frm my aunt..she's playing golf

Does anyone hate you?

-maybe..i dun knw!

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

-its depend!

Who was the last person you talked to?

-my hubby

When's the next time you'll see a close friend?

-next sunday i guess

What time did you wake up today?

-6am

What are you listening to?

-my blog song

Is there any food that you are craving right now?

-yah,my mum's home made vinegar wif dry fish

Do you think you're a serious person?

-not really...i guess

What was the last thing you had to drink?

-water

What are you going to do tomorrow?

-house chores nd take cre baby!!

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?

-nope!!

who will you say this word's I LOVE YOU?

-my hubby

who will you say this word's I HATE YOU?

-secret*wink*

do you think this survey is long and going trough nothing?

-kinda!

thank you for playing!

2009-02-19T12:37:00.000-08:00

ways-to-keep-relationship-working

1.) love each other

2.) dont lie

3.) keep communication open

4.) stay sweet

5.) when you got hurt, just forgive & forget

6.) never talk about breakups

7.) never say it’s ok, even if its not

8.) forget about ‘PRIDE’

9.) if you say sorry, mean it!

10.) dont compare your past to your present

11.) dont talk about your stupid ex’s

12.) give & take process

13.) be aware of her/his feelings

14.) when you had a fight dont let the day pass w/ out being fine

15.) dont be perfect one, be the right one

angry

2009-02-19T12:23:00.000-08:00

im angry to hubby!!!

i knw he dun have an ____ but....

he seem's hapi to talk to --- so im kinda selos abit....

ignoring hubby juz now til he sleep....

do u feel hapi or jelaz wen ur husband or bf is talking to his friend (a girl)

even though she's married???

bcoz i do...*blush*

terrible headache

2009-02-16T10:11:00.000-08:00

wat a headache dis blog giving me problem!!!

i cant upload some of my photo's!!! gggrrrr....

i only manage to upload 3 of my photo's but actually

i still have more of pix to upload...

it saez im done uploading images but my pix dint come out lah!

haayyyzzz....nvm i will ask my sister in law to check it fr me,

i dun knw why i cnt upload sum pix....

so juz bear to see my face...lol...

nway,,,, WEDNESDAY morning bout 3am i woke up by my baby cry... i give him milk tot he was hungry but he dint drink his milk so i carry him to make him sleep again once i touch his arms i feel his hot nd got fever i took his temperature nd it was so high 39.18! i wake up hubby nd we rush him to kk hospital...thank god it was juz a mild virus dat infect his body so doc juz give sum medicine...nd den our way back home wyl waiting at d taxi stand i notice dat qisha kip sneezing i tot it was nothing but later i touch her forehead nd she has a fever too... why must it happen at d same time to my kids?! mothers biggest worries ofcoz r their kids.... dis is my baby 1st time to have fever so i got really worried specially now dat dengue is always around...qisha is d weak one she often sick nd easy to get infected by others even if it only a cold or cough she will get fever... i dun want to see my kids sick so sumtyms wen dey cry wen sick i cry too wishing dat i could take every pain dat dey feel...i luv my children nd their d most precious in d whole world a gift dat i have to treasure... i m lucky to be a mother of dem...

valentne's day

2009-02-14T15:04:00.000-08:00

u r d reason fr my smile's;

d reason y i'm foolish;

d reason of my existence;

u give me hope;

u give me courage;

d reason fr me to lived;

one day i ask u to fight fr me...

u gave up...

nd it cause me d reason not to stay...

my heart shattered into peaces.

bye.

d letter dat i wrote to my ex when we broke up... it's valentine's day...a coward man he is.

NWAY........

Happy PUSO day to my beloved hubby&my loved one's!!!!

we decided to stay at home dis valentine's day coz my hubby was held up fr work... he ask me to cook his favorite macaroni nd fried chicken...nd while waiting fr him to come home i play wif qisha...i took photo's of her...since its valentine's i let qisha wear a red dress nd my baby his valentine shirt...while xavier sleeping, i start taking qisha photo's...but den qisha tell me this "mama wait i no shoes so she take her boots nd her bag...she was so photoge

nic i dint even ask her to pose! she juz model nd model....

my baby's

2009-02-13T13:41:00.000-08:00

Have a fight wif hubby todae...huhuhu... as oways argue bout something not important...but then ofcoz wif settle it before we go to bed...*wink* we fight in bed i guess??? hihihi noty noty me....whahahaha!!! i may be bold but im not naked! dah.

hubby read a msg frm a fren of mine at frenzter nd she use her bf photo as primary...so, hubby tot it was a guy whom i always chat wif...but its not!

hayyyzzz... jelaz jelaz la he!

not so much to sae bout it...

juz----

care, less----boink.

let me update bout my 2 darlings...

i take a photo of them wyl asleep my baby xavier couldnt sleep nd keep on turning nd turning i tell him to keep quiet kakak is sleeping...nd so he keep turning nd turning until he reach d right spot wer he can sleep...nd guess wer it is??? take a look

at her sister bum! hihihihi

aqisha has been a gud girl now dat she's big girl oredi nd having a great job as a big sister to her little brother, she will tell her brother dis wen he cries "sayang dun cry" nd she will make him laugh til he hiccups she will play masak masak wif him too but ders one thing she cnt share---its her toy cars....i knw iknw i should let xavier play masak masak nd qisha play cars...xavier lyk to see qisha jumping nd dancing too...nd dis is sumtin im proud of her writing A,B,C,S,I nd she will draw a people,heart nd flower...ofcoz its not dat nice but as a 3 yr old its not dat bad....oh! oh! she can do chore's too... helping me hang clothes nd folding her's nd xavier clothes specially small towel's...i m a proud mother of dem!!!

after doing all d chores i take my cam nd play wif my little prince...hihihi...so cute lah!

2009-02-11T09:51:00.000-08:00

i feel kinda sad for my kidz nd my hubby...hubby come back frm work veri tired nd onli sunday wil go out wif us den my little princess will owayz wanted to see friendsbut i dun knw how to explain to her...i feel sad nd sumtymz i feel lonely juz to do d same thing everyday...no friend to minggle wif...
i wish dat we in philippines i can spent more tym wif my hubby alone hihihihi... my family will take care of my kidz while me nd hubby having fun together...i really miss him so much...i knw we staying together but its hard to have time to each other coz of our responsibility as a parents...but is it nice juz for one day we could be alone watching movie,eat nd walk places to places??? i really wish fr it to happen... over der dey will be full of love frm friends nd family...my hubby exprience it oredi wen he go der every body luv to talk to him specially my uncle's... nd he sae he would luv to stay der if der's opportunity...i hope dat his work place will send him der to work so me nd my kidz will stay der juz for 2years....plzzzzz...i really miz my family back home wen i feel down or have a fight wif hubby i juz shout "MMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" gusto ko na umuwi....hihihihihi...

2009-02-11T09:49:00.000-08:00

i hate this damn life!!!!!

Y does people onli care fr dem self??? dey think their d victim dey think people should pity dem dey think their right and yah dey wil stab people in d back! so people wil to took pity on dem...
i m grateful to god dat i have a gud husband even though we fought nd said words to each other dat we really dint mean...i know my mistakes nd i've been forgiven...sumtyms der's alot of people wil be involve in our bad actions dat sumtyms we took advantage of...but we did try to make amends...
but why do people only look at our past??? dey would sae ur husband is so bad laz time! nd ive been wanting to tell dis to everyone who have hurt my hubby's feelings:his not d onli one who make mistakes everybody make mistakes nd u have no ryt to sae dat to other people, u should get a mirror nd ask ur self! if u knw dat much den y d big fuss about his attitude??? u knw wat he is, den juz shut d hell up! wat a petty fellow u r if u will onli think of wat u feel! why dont u think, if its happen to u? wat would u feel? if ur in his shoes? stop comparing him to other people he is wat he is...ol of us is one of a kind.
my hubby is a great man!why does no one care of wat he feels dey wil onli think dat he is bad coz of his past...damn past! y it cant be stay wer it was y must brought it back?!
my husband is a responsible nd a loving husband... his a change man since god gave us a wonderful gift...i juz hope to people who knw him frm before wil see who he is now nd not d young nd noty young man they used to knw...
by, i knw u r stress nd i knw why ur flaring up sumtyms...i knw everyone turn their backs on u but im here...u owayz sae dis to me if i notice dat u r troubled..."dun wori der's no problem nd if der is,its not ur problem its mine" i knw its d most thing u dun lyk...sharing a problem to other people including me...dats y people misunderstand u wen u suddenly angry at dem...i juz hope u could tell me why its happen nd wats in ur heart...we onli have each other...i wil listen to u nd try to help in anyway i can...i juz hope dat people who r closest to u wil owayz understand u nd regain their trust in u...i luv u by for me u r a good person...

2009-02-10T16:39:00.000-08:00

2009-02-10T15:33:00.000-08:00

dayah engagement

2009-02-10T15:21:00.000-08:00

kalokohan ni xavier

2009-02-10T15:05:00.000-08:00

X-mas&New year

2009-02-10T14:20:00.000-08:00

at d zoo

2009-02-10T13:54:00.000-08:00

Attend wedding's

dayah bday celebrate at fish&co

photos

2009-02-10T13:33:00.000-08:00

kalokohan ni qisha

aqisha celebrate raya w/o mama&papa

photos

2009-02-10T12:55:00.000-08:00

Photo's u missed....

d birth of my son

XAVIER SHAWAL PUTRA FIRDAUS

october 1st 2008

dayah

2008-12-25T12:27:00.001-08:00

imikimi - Customize Your World

princess qisha

2008-12-25T11:28:00.001-08:00

imikimi - Customize Your World

xavier

2008-12-25T11:14:00.001-08:00

imikimi - Customize Your World

myself

2008-12-25T09:38:00.001-08:00

imikimi - Customize Your World

coming back

2008-07-30T01:20:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i update my blog huh guys??? ive been having a hard time dis few days my tummy have been aching non stop so i stop updating my blog nd i thought of updating it everynight after i put my daughter to sleep...BUT den im d one who sleep 1st dan her!

Nwayz last week my mother in law sleep over our house im sooo happy u knw dat day coz she stop coming to our house lately coz she was busy taking care of nenek at d hospital nd every weekends she have to go blaja at masjid....my daughter miz her everyday telling me she wan to see nenek (her nyanyi) nd her kakak (dun knw who) maybe its nisha or other kakak....den she would sae "bibik work huh mummy?" "come on come on mama see nenek" hehehehe....she kip calling me mummy now wen she happy or wan something...she learn it frm rebina adv. hahahahaha...mummy rebina???? cute seh!

when dey was here i cook spaghetti for dem nd goreng some lumpia (its kinda like popia) nd den my hubby ask her mother to cook d durian dey call it pulot is it??? eat wif d sticky rice hmmm....i forget d name of it oredi...hihihihi...den when dey go home ord my hubby ask me to cook pan cake so we eat d left over pasta nd d pancake we eat wif d sauce nd some wif butter....hehehehe its really nice...last week also my hubby get his pay so i thinking of buying a new clothes for myself nd eat some nice food BUT den again he told me dat he have to pay keep 400 for his driving licence coz of dis test...its sooo expensive just for a test he sae its for 2 test dun knw wat is dat...so we ended up quarreling bout it coz i dun believe him...hayyyyzzz we have to pay our bills nd go store to stuck food in d fridge nd damn d prices go up again!!!! i dint get any new clothes though he bring me eat at restaurant instead....hmp.i choose to eat nice food though dan buy new clothes wahahaha!

I guess my update is kinda boring but wait till i have a nice day nd good update yah!

family day out

2008-07-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Another boring day*****I thought***** but then my husband told me dat his not working today coz he has a driving test...hope he pass his driving license soon!!!!

nway after waiting for him to finish we go harbourfrnt to eat i was craving for pasta so we decided to go PASTAMANIA!!! hmmm...sedap sedap ehk....i oredered my favorite beef meat balls nd my hubby oredered chicken sausage cheese as my hubby busy on his iphone nd i finish my food oredi i eat abit abit of his food,i dint notice dat i was finishing it oredi...my hubby was so angry hahahaha! see how hungry i was i almost ate 2 plate! after feeding my daughter d clam soup he ask for some mre! nd** sob sob sob **when she see d bowl empty she cry....so i buy 1more nd some garlic bread nd his father eat all d bread she cried again so we buy bread again...kasian my baby tooo hungry i shock dat she ate alot dis tym...hihihi..but its good!

after d food i stuff on my tummy we go F.O.S to see if ders some new shirt but then dissapointed to see F.O.S is boring again...i head to d kids clothing nd found out it was buy 1 get 1 free so i looked around nd bought mini skirt nd matching shirt for my daughter...price is cheap so why not buy 1 for her when i try it on her she dun want to take it off oredi so ok let she wear... it even have d tag price i cant take it out as she cried everytym i touch it.hmp...my daughter is not baby anymore she's getting fussy nd materialistic oredi...sure have to save alot money for her needs! bwahahahaha...

we go vivo city to find my hubby's pouch again (tak habis habis dngn pouch dia) he so choosy on it dat we ended up tired w/o his pouch! grrrrr...den he start complaining when i go find something for myself..."by i tired oredi faster lah" aiyo boring ah he! as he sae he tired we go below to grab some snack nd entered giant to buy milk for myself...hmmm..i see food again! so ask hubby to buy for me manggo icecream nd dis korean food chicken sausage frenchfries sedap!!! specially wif chilli sauce nd mayo! hihihihihi...typing here nd remembring it is making me hungry for more...

It was a great day! hope u have fun today too gal's!!!!

bad dreams

2008-07-17T01:31:00.000-07:00

i wake up late today...huhuhu...why of all people why i have to dream of dis guys my high school frens! KAINIS! okey readers i tell u about it,hihihihi...im not malu about ol dis coz its a past oredi...

when i was in my high school i only have 1bf nd it last for 4yrs quite long huh? den i have a group of friends who r u knw... wanna be popular at school but dey not dat B-i to me d thing is being wif dem.. u become other person...i actually meet him bcoz of my bestfriend actually its her ex-bf nd den when dey breakup we become close but u knw my bestfren is ok about it nd den he become 1 of d barkada(gang) our relationship bcome ok ok ok lah...we still shy to each other for 1year i actually dun luv him but i like him its like juz a crush coz his cute,shytipe,have gud brains,nice hair,nd abit dark complexion we col it moreno in phil. nd so, dat 1yr is i knw boring for others...nd den my bestfren nd d gang meet dis girl in ourschool she was bcome one of us so ders a 3girls now in our group..she was like i describe as d saying goes "dont judge d book by its cover" shes cute not dat preety,look innocent,gud brains too,secretary on her class,have a sad family background (actually she's a bitch)...so u see we all pity her my bestfren mother is so nice she take her as 1 of a family its like adopting her oredi..den wen d tym flies my bestfren wasnt dat close to me oredi dey bcome close insted nd wen dat day we argue i found out dat dis girl stab me in d back telling lies bout me she make our" bestfren frenship" juz bcome frenz...so we all still frends but den i notice dat both of dem bcome so cold to me...i stop seeing dem 4awyle coz im not dat happy wif dem anymre specially to my boyfren...wen our 2nd anniversary day i go to our tambayan (hang out place) nd der is everybody not expecting me dey all look surprise its like i was a ghost everybody is inside d house watching tv expect for my bf nd dat girl...so i ask my bestfren wer is he? she dint answer me instead dey all look in d room, d room is open though but no light...one of my fren go inside nd tell him dat i was der so he go out wif her! she still have d cheek to smile at me but i also stupid i dint get angry or wat i also like juz smile nd tell my ex hapi anni. nd den i ask him in private why is he inside wif her he sae dat he was sleeping he dun knw dat she was der to get something...nd so i believe him. it dint stop der i oredi knw dat she like my boyfren as we found her diary its all about him inside. i still continue seeing my friends nd my ex but u knw ull always feel out of place wif dem so i juz stick wif my ex...den ders d tym dat she told me i was being cold to dem i was like shock dat my bestfren tell me dat! im d one who suppose to say dat...but i cant get to defend my self as i dun want to fight wif her nd to loose my friends u knw...i was so naive nd never stand up fr myself dats wat my other frends sae, its true wen i was in my high school days i was like dat bcoz dey make me like dat! nd den bout my ex again,my bestfren mother invite me for a chat as she dint see me coming der for quite wyle oredi,she nd my bestfren nd dat girl was der she tell her dat i have to knw something den dis girl told me dat she nd my boyfren are seeing eachother behind my back, so i ask her u luv him? she sae yes nd den my boyfren comes i ask him nd dis tym i was angry coz its like i was d third party...she keep telling me dat i wasnt looking out for him nd saying dat she knws dat i dun luv him...she sae dat infront of us,i ask him if he feel it dat i dun care about him u knw wat he did? he juz stand der nd kip quiet.so i walkaway nd go back ask myself if i do luv dis guy i dint get d answer nd still dun knw if i do luv him dat tym,so i stop seeing him but we dint breakup either i juz dint talk to him d weird thing is im still friends wif dat girl even though inside me i want to slap her oredi.like wat i said im scared loosing my bestfren so it dint stop me frm coming der..nd dey kip telling me dat he dint talk to her oredi coz she found a boyfren oredi..nd den we continue our relationship till we graduate frm high school...my mother put me in different university as she sae she dun wan me to be friends wif my bestfren anymore,so we go seperate school nd den dat start again dey told me i have no tym for dem anymre coz of my new friends nd den me nd my ex stop seeing each other again.as i was busy on my thesis...nd wen i finish i start coming der again...chit chat wif dem...den wen its like our 3yrs n 1/2 mth we together got dis outing to go swimming...i was der as he said dat i was his partner,she was der wif d others but after d outing is d shocking part d next day my frend told me dat she nd him r actually together i mean its like bf&gf...so i dint get d chance to confront dem coz my mother dun wan to see dem wif me...so i let d matter juz like dat nd tell my fren to tell him dat we oredi breakup.few mths come nd i find out he nd her breakup...he den come to our house nd tell me dat its over between dem nd wan me back! i told him to fuck off! wat is he thinking? its like im a toy. den d next day i found out one of d guy in my class likes me so i desided to take revenge on my ex i told him yes i forgive u, for few months we go out nd finally introduce me to his parents nd i go on a date too wif dis guy who likes me nd den i invited him to our house so every body will knw den d news flies so fast my ex knows nd he come drop by one day wyle one guy is der too...he ask me why im doing dis to him nd saying all his friends knws about it nd feel ashamed...i told him dat wat i feel last tym is not even close as dis. he sae he regret it oredi..d last tym i come back philippines my friends told me he was in jail coz he joined dis praternity gang.

wat i regret only is why i dint breakup wif him d 1st tym he hurt me nd regret being such a looser infront of dem before..im so lucky dat i go different university nd meet d most nicest friends i ever encounterd being stuck wif dem make me grow up nd be myself nd not always pretending...there's alot good memories on my college days but i dun knw why i dint dream of dem often...i miz dem so much as much as i miz my family back home....

now dat i found a wonderfull husband who cares nd luvz me i pray to god dat he will luv me for d rest of his life.....

I LUV U BY !!!! muackzzzzzz...

monday&tuesday&wednesday

2008-07-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

Monday

I wake up dis morning early as my stomach is crambling think my baby is hungry...im always hungry...so hubby ask my mother in law to buy nasi lemak at her friend house...then i notice dat my hubby dint get ready for work he sae dat his body is pain...everytym he work overtym for 2days he gets sick it always happen one, so he have to take MC...

After my hubby rest for 5hrs watching movie nd eating,we go suntec city to find his pouch for his iphone but den we dint find any...so we go toyrus to buy toy for qisha nd den we go arcade...my daughter luvz to go arcade nd guess wat she luvz der??? d basketball!!! d 1st tym we bring her is at bugis d arcade der is really for kids nd der she play d mini basketball...luv it der coz u can exchange d tickets u get frm playing...but d sad thing dat day is dat i forget to bring d camera nd both our phone lobatt!!! grrrr...hate it! sayang... coz we have fun bringing qisha der playing d bike, shooting d ball dat bigger dan her...such a nice day it is...

Tuesday

My sis in law ask me to stay der for 1 more day coz she wan to play wif qisha so i go back tuesday...i come back clean d house abit den me nd my daughter juz sleep...den my sis inlaw called she will be sleeping over for tonyt im glad dat she will sleep here coz qisha is kinda sad when we reach home...den i ask her a favor to design my blog! isnt it nice???? my blog now is nicer dan d 1st tym...so thankz dayah!!! she really put an effort to it shes good at editing photo at photoshp nd she really is creative...

Wednesday

wednesday it is my favorite day!!! coz i got to watch the O.C. my favorite drama series i luv dat show but i only watch d season 3 nd 4 its kinda remind me of my high school days wif my 2girls bestfrends..u knw i was young at heart even though im getting older!!!! today i was busy doing my laundry while i update my blog i notice dat my daughter is so quiet den i saw her on sleepping while drinking her milk...kawawa naman (pity her) i was busy infront of computer till my baby fell asleep beside her toys....and when she wake up she give me my phone nd ask me to take her picture! i laugh seh...she was like dreaming but she was totally awake! den when we finish taking picture she take her make up kit nd start to pamper her self....

funny huh.... i put my 3days in one entry....coz ders not much photo but i share some of qisha's daily activitys...

attending d wedding

2008-07-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

Another day has come...today we go attend d wedding of my sis in law's future sister in law...u get it??? hihihi...

I was worried dat d baju kurong i will be wearing wont fit to me...it was just nice on me hihihi...i mean its just fit, abit tight on my tummy though...nd i have no idea how to tie my hair so, i ask my sis in law dayah to tie my hair...if it comes on hair im clueless. and then tym for my baby gurl to dress up,aiyo she's kinda excited to wear her dress she calls it princess for her its a princess dress hahaha! she cant stop disturbing her bibik infront of d mirror she also want to makeup makeup la...

when we arrived der i was like "wah dis wedding is grand" i usually go to malay wedding dat grand but not like dat nice colors like d theme is for king nd queen...nd d color is maroon nd gold dey sure spent alot money on dis wedding...d food is good ders a singers nd host too...and dey very entertaining specially d girl who sings nd d host put dem together nd dey sure make u awake! speaking of awake...dey dint keep my daughter awake though its hot nd noisy she still can sleep...heres some pics i'd like to share....

hanggang dito nlng mga beutys!!!!!!!

keep ur eye on ur man

2008-07-12T00:30:00.000-07:00

My entry is abit long but not so many photos to share to u guys...juz keep scrolling!!

Dis saturday im at my mother in-law house nd will be staying till monday...i woke up early to do chores 1st before leaving my house so i can reach der at 12...but...im still late nd arrived at 2pm! hihihi...i actually go to BATA to buy new sandals for d wedding dat were going to attend on sunday...i have to be presentable top to toe ryt?! even pregnant woman have to look der best....hahaha!!! charrrring!
nwayzzz,when we reach der d 1st thing come out on my daughters mouth is BIBIK! NYANYI! asamuakom! (assalamualaikom) ofcoz her bibik not der as she was attending her future sis-in-law's nikah...hihihi...my mother in law was delited to see her chu-chu, its been 3weeks dat we dint visit them as my daughter miss her oredi..she keep saying dis to me "mama i wan nyanyi?" nd everytym shes playing masak-masak she will say dis "nah nyanyi soup drink,nah bibik" when i hear it i seat beside her nd play wif her,its kinda pity see ur kid play alone while ur busy cleaning...my daughter is friendly but u knw how many friends she have??? u can count on ur 5finger...pity her sometyms but wait she go school oredi she surely make alot of friends...
when my sis in law come back oredi i was so eager to see d bride nd d decorations on her nikah day nd for d reseption d next day,i like to attend malays wedding to see the brides baju nd groom...coz u knw im frm phil. nd its nice to see different cultures wedding's...as we talking about wedding, i tell my sis in law about my friend's problem dat her husband cheat on her (its not dat im kepo she knows my friend so tell her too..hihhihi..) my friend told me dat her husband is having an affair,she ask who will he choose his family or d gurl? nd his answer is MY FAMILY. so she give d husband a chance...d nxt few days i ask her hows thing up between dem,alhamdulilah his husband changed abit giving wat she wan in change of 1 chance dat she gave to him...but its still keeping her awake in d nyt,she sae dat she wan to meet d gurl...i told her dat let it go ofcoz d BITCH wont meet her lah! god/allah sees everything he will punish dem for wat dey doing so leave it to god ryt???
hmmm...after dat talk my sis in law ask me dis" BUT I DUN UNDERSTAND DIS GUYS DEY WILL CHEAT U BUT DEN DEY DUN WAN TO LEAVE U,DEY WILL SAE DAT HE LUVZ U"....hmmmm....a big question mark on my head ??????? i tell her i dont understand either....i start to think bout wat she said, on my past i mean our past my hubby nd me....we still young nd married early nd we dint change our life being as bf&gf d only thing is we r oredi married. we go clubbing enjoying shopping going out wif friendz going out of town ders no plans for d future...nd den he meets new friends/girlfriends! nd yes his been cheating me for quite awyle oredi nd it dint end der...he sae dat d gurls always flirt to him...I still luv him even though he hurt me many tyms i still can forgive him but cant give him d trust he wanted...it same goes to d girls we dun understand it sometyms dat we've been hurt so badly but u still choose to be wif him wat u only knw is dat u luv him...
as our past story goes,wen i about to walkaway nd go back to phil. i found out dat im pregnant...i think about my baby nd stay wif him but dis tym were both gonna change for our baby...nd alhamdulilah god listen to my prayers...having baby changed my hubby he workhard,he comes home to his mother settle their problem in d past nd thinks for wat future will bring us... i learn MARRIAGE is not a game, if u try to play wif it... in d end ull find out dat ur d one whos being played by it. nd LADY'S always remember to keep ur man happy dun juz think for ur self think about dem too...dun always nag nd dun let jelousy comes ur way...or else dey will get bored on u! HAHAHAHA!!!

me nd hubby wen wer young hahaha!!!

i juz comeup d idea to tie her hair like dis,she hates it wen i tie her hair...

hihihi..after i give her makeup toy nd coloring book forget d hair oredi...

she likes to pampered her self....

she was like "i havent finish yet take me picture later"

ok she was ready in here...hahaha!

first on blog

2008-07-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

I hope someone view my blog nd be my friend for d rest of my blogging days...hihihi...i juz have dis feeling to make a blog now in d middle of d nyt, i cant sleep anyway so i surf d net watch pinoy channel (dyesebel- d mermaid girl) my favorite actress in d phil. shes veri pretty hayyzzz...how i wish im as pretty as her hahahahaha!!!! dah! enuf of her.

surfing d net d whole day is nice but for me a PREGGY woman sitting d whole day or even for 3 hrs is painful! being pregnant d 2nd tym is not easy laz tym i lyk being infront of d computer after i do my chores nd when my active little gurl is asleep NOW dat im PREGGY i kinda dun lyk it bcoz of sitting here in my hard chair! its nice to have a computer dat u can use even when u r lying dwn on d bed...My pregnancy dis tym is hard i keep having dis pain on my tummy everytym i do chores at home nd going out shopping is no fun coz i cant walk longer..i've been taking care of my daughter alone so its give pressure on my body but having her around me is d best thing i could ask for...d laz tym ive been to doc. he told me not to move around so much in d house nd need to be in bed most of d tym, i told my hubby dat i wish to be in my family at phil. now coz i having a hard tym here...but as u knw its not dat easy to givebirth der nd go back here to singapore. everytym i feel d pain i keep crying nd ask for my mother...see,its really hard to be pregnant specially when hormones attack! u get so emotional lyk a kid who wants candy hahahaha!! ur craving for food dat u lyk ,ur swings moods,ur feeling hot all d tym AND specially ur angry to ur husband for no reason! BUT all of this is worth it wen u see ur baby,hear his crying wen he/she oredi arrived in dis world all d pain u've been trough is juz 1 seconds gone...hmmm...cant wait for my baby to see d world...3 awaiting mths nd ders my 2nd baby...insiallah my baby is healthy..nd u knw my baby is a kicker too wants to be a soccer player i think...he kicks nd moves d whole day nd its really hard kicks! its veri nice to touch d tummy when he moves even my daughter giggles everytym she touch my tummy...hihihhi...

my 2nd baby...dis is d 1st ultrasound (no tym to scan d other photo)

family is really is something to be treasured.

and to treasure ur happiness...

is a gift

dat make u smile

give u courage

gives u strenght nd happiness...dat keeping u alive.

My baby gurl AQISHA MICAELLA

luvz dancing
luvz singing
luvz modeling
luvz talking
luvz to laugh
luvz reading story book
luvz coloring
luvz stickers
luvz nice dress
luvz HI-5
luvz barney
luvz princess stuff
luvz high hills shoes
luvz sweets
luvz to go out

u knw dis is d biggest cotton candy i've ate in my life! can cover my baby oredi.

Dis is all for now...till next day!

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